October

October is half over and I'm still more or less in a holding pattern. I want to play flag football or rollerderby, but I don't think I better. I keep thinking about getting a gym membership to try to shed some excess weight, but it seems like kind of a waste when I'll be unable to use it for several months come the beginning of the year which is just over 2 months away. I'm frustrated. I'm supposed to call and schedule surgery for January at the beginning of November. I'm still trying to convince myself that this is what I need to do...